AAAArrrrrrggghhhh......

I don't try to live my life in excess, but I do try to live it as aesthetically interesting and stimulating as posssible. After laying out here in the sun, and breathing the fresh air in Hawaii I wonder what I've been doing all these years. Of course the reality of living here isn't anything like the reality of vacationing here, but you can imagine it. You know, in this kind of atmosphere, I can't imagine making any kind of sacrifice for writing or art, because the beauty of the moment here would probably overcome any kind of angst repression, or work ethic. The moment is just too strong here, so I have to remember that to ground me in reality, because if this is what reality could be, what would be the use of going on with my life unless I could have this type of momentary bliss? What would be the point? To get back here again? Other unrealized bliss? I doubt all that. Anyway, here is some pics. Later all.

My first day out....

I drove up to the viewpoint, just before you get to Oceanside, Ca. I just sat out there and got some sun. Then I went to my grandparents house, to prepare to go to Hawaii. The next day I got up, did some urban camping in front of Starbucks to watch my stocks with Tmobile hotspot service, then I drove down the beach and layed in the sun until 12. Then I just kicked back the rest of the day. Today when I pulled up to Starbucks, there was two tow trucks waiting there. I pulled up right next to them, just to fuck with them. They can't tow me while I'm in my truck......hahahahhhahahhha!

My going away partay....

My friends got together to wish me a fond farewell last night. It was cool. I got wasted, which is something I don't do to often these days. It was pretty fun. Good thing I'm a pretty good drunk. I wanted to share this picture from the aquarium. This manta ray was super friendly with me while I was petting it. It was slimy, but it had big thick brows, and it was brown, just like a puppy. Slimy but cute. Hope you all had a good weekend, see you in Hawaii!